Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
I like to have sex and lots of it. I thought about it today and I cant even count my sexual partners on one hand anymore. I just love it so much. At the age of 16 I let go of family values and my morals just to be with a guy and it was amazing. I'm 18 now and all I think about is sex sex sex. I love watching porn when I cant have sex. And when I do have sex its like each time I'm sacrifising apart of me to be with that person. Its like a compulsion I cant stop having sex. The last time I had sex was monday and it was epic I had a 3some with this guy and his friend or whatever. But I think I like him just a little but really all I ever want from someone is sex. I dont see myself marrying in the future, just having lots more sex with whoever is willing at that moment. I just dont really think theres anything wrong with liking to have sex to the point where you think about it all day and even in your dreams. Its natural right?
For 1) You said it's all you think about. Not healthy.
2) You said you let go of your morals and values.
3) You said it feels like you're sacrificing a part of yourself each time.
4) You compared it to a compulsion. *That's an alert right there*
5) You said all you ever want from someone is sex. Which before I knew I had an addiction, I thought this was normal and okay. Sure, alot of people have friends with benefits or whatever. But it's not healthy when added to all the rest of the stuff you said.
And last, it seems to consume you and your thoughts all day. I have been there. I know what it's like. I just thought I was highly sexual. But when I finally got real with myself and decided to figure out why I was like that, I found this addiction. And I knew I had it.
There's an online test you can go take to see if you are an addict or not. Only you can decide if you are and if you have a problem. Only you can decide if you want to look further into all this and get some answers and possibly heal from stuff you didn't even know you needed to heal from. All up to you!