Hello, I am currently trying rid myself of my addiction to porn specifically femdom. I first became interested in it at age 12. I didn't have any meaningful relationships in high school just porn. In college I noticed I couldn't get erect. I realized it was porn. It was around when I was 19 I limited my viewing habits. Since then I wasn't very good at keeping my promise as every other week I would watch femdom, jerk off, and rinse and repeat another week later. I was in denial. Around 22 I wanted the real thing going onto BDSM dating sites most of them are fake and scammers. Just as well I always felt slimely and deleted my profile a few days later. I have also tried scheduling sessions with a dominatrix, but back out at the last minute. This is my first real attempt to get over my addiction to femdom.