Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
I've watched porn for years. Got addicted to it in high school when I used to replace my social life. I didn't have friends, didn't go to parties, etc. I stayed at home and got myself off. Lately, I've been feeling worse about it. The shame and disappointment I have in my bad habits is constantly growing. But I don't know how to stop it. Every time I block porn on my phone, I go to my computer. If I block it there, I turn the blocker off or switch to sexting/chatting with real people. I have very little self control, and I can't figure out if I just need to use every bit of willpower I have or if there's another way to make porn less accesible.
To answer your question the the answer is NOPE.
We are Bathed in a world of sex, driven by it, promoted by it, controlled by it, and destroyed by it.
It is the easiest thing to access and still seems ok. Even though we hide our actions all the time.
We know it is wrong or else we would tell everyone we meet how good it is.
Then once we stop the images are in our mind forever, It destroys us on so many levels.
That is why I am in the SA program, with its meetings, fellowship, calls, texts, readings, and accountability partners. It has kept me month than 9 months strong. I got the bible on audio and let it play every day, i have listened to it more than twice. I stopped running from my fears, pains, feelings, and started understanding why.
I journal, and I seek to help others become sober from lust/porn and sex.
We are just like an Alcoholic, who can never drink again, We can never go back to our old ways because they never worked.
I suggest you find a local SA group join meetings as many as you can, read everything you can about it. start a daily journal - learn why you need porn.
Keep reaching out daily, it is with you for the rest of your life.
I pray you are safe and healthy.