I gotta tell you guys, I'm tired of being sad, having no friends, and feeling so bad about myself. I love to read a lot and I end up discovering all of the horrible things that porn does to you, and yet I can't seem to muster up the strength to end that horrid addiction. I stay indoors all the time, I talk to myself because no one understands, I feel helpless. I hope that I can find comfort amongst you all. We all want to stop this habit and it's kinda tough with it shoved in our faces all the time. We are not bad people, but with an addiction, it's very easy to think that. I used to be talented, funny, witty, and without rooting my own horn, very good looking. To be honest I feel that porn has ruined me. It's brought out the worst side of me. If you seek help, most think you are weird, or bad, or stupid. It hurts. I want to go back to how I was. I want to get my beautiful car back, pay my bills, go out with friends, spend time with my family, get a girlfriend for once. I've never had a girlfriend and now I am 20 years old as of the 26th of this month. If any of you have any tips, please let me know, and if any of you need someone to talk to, I gotchyall. You are all beautiful people, and just because a car has a flat tire, DOESNT MEAN ITS WORTHLESS. Much love my dudes