I used to have a problem with looking at porn whenever I got online (I lived onlin) Now I met someone Im deeply in love with (met him online) but now that we're sexually active porn doesnt really do anything for me anymore, but he does. I find myself wanting him all the time, when I actually dont want it, he does and lets just say its very easy to get me back on that track. He teases me sometimes that I want it all the time but I feel bad because it makes him think hes not satisfying me, and he is. My mind just seems to wander on to what we just did and what we'v done before you get my drift. Then with just the touch of his skin, thinking about how much I love him, feeling that love for him manifest itself physically...I cant seem to get enough!!! I wish sometimes I could just calm down, and just lay with him, not doing anything sexual, just lay with him, and let him hold me....