Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
I'm 27 years old and didn't realize I had a problem until this year. I got married and realized just how bad the issue is. I've tried to stop multiple times with no luck. After making a fool of myself and hitting rock bottom, I'm trying again. I'm trying everything in my power, this is my first step
I am Alfredo, from Spain.
Have today felt also the damage that porn is doing to me in a real situation.
Right now I am sleeping in the bedroom, and my wife
is in another bed, in or daughter's bedroom.
Today she talked in tears about separating from me, as she is not feeling loved.
No wonder why...
Today it was the big day for family presents in Spain, "los reyes magos'.
I had not bought a single gift for her.
Of course, I could have bought it, but for that I would have had to spend a few hours away from home, .. or I could skip the gifts, play a videofame and jerk of a couple of times...
I have felt in an inward spiral of loneliness, and i show/have no desire for my wife.
I was aware of her feelings long ago, but thought (stupidly) that some excuses could do it.
Today everything took shape and my big lie showed in front of me, like the clown in 'IT', smiling, and saying 'you will also fall...'...
My wife was telling me that she felt no love or desire, and I could not give her clear answer, as I feel so ashamed not only of the porn I watch, or how it has perverted my likes, but also of the fact that it had been able to turn me into a distant and cold ( in every sense) couple, that most probably would make her unhappy...
I see me loosing her and my little 15 months old baby, in resume, the two pilars of what is worth in my life.
Today I decided to join this group, without knowing if is already too late for my family, but decided to smash that fucking clown and scream I am not falling, you son of a b**ch!..
But I also, same as you, need help..
Here is my deal, lets kill that monster toguether...
Ill tell you every day what happened to me, and how I felt.. and count untill we reach 1 month.
Then we will find another objective....
DEAL?
Your story is a little heavy... and I completely understand you. I am also trying to leave completely porn and masturbation and i made this my principal objective for 2022. Day by day i just feel that this addiction is affecting me in a very very bad way, especially my sex life. i feel like i am putting sex in side and replacing everything with masturbation, but that not healthy at all!
I really really hope that you, and me, for now, reach the first. month and as you said we will find another objective.
So, yes! DEAL
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I know it’s strange to have a name to be on this thread but also I have this problem. Being introduced to porn at 12 and became a sudden urge by the time I was 14. It’s now taking a toll on my family as I had been caught for a few times. My family knew of this problem but they didn’t do anything to help stop me when I was living with them. Fast forward I got married at 25 to my beautiful bride. But little did she know I had an addiction problem and I promised her that I would stay away but it keeps getting harder and harder to do. Any suggestions can do seriously. She sent me a text saying she wants a man to value her and respect her and I try my best to do that. I’m struggling on every aspects that I know if she moves on ill never forgive myself and that the next man will be better off with her. I love my wife but she’s not willing to help me. I’m in tears right now because I’m in a tight corner and I feel trapped. So far I’ve been a week away from porn but urges still are hitting me. I spent one month away from porn and then I failed tremendously. I really hate it
I am Ahmad Bakundi and I am working on the possible ways to overcome pornography but the project will consume alot of time to be completed, and I will be glad if someone may volunteer for the experiments and techniques I am trying to provide that I strongly believe will help you overcome pornography.
You can contact me on the following
WhatsApp @07014443555
Facebook @Ahmad Bakundi