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Saxophone45
Saxophone45

Hey all,



What causes me to relapse the most is my curiosity of what exists out there in terms of pornography. Because I've been addicted so long, I have a pretty deep knowledge of what's on the internet that interests me and at this point I keep checking back to different websites and twitter accounts to see what's new because I've almost become "invested" in them. I was wondering if any of you had suggestions to try and get around this feeling of wanted to know what's new on the internet?



Thanks!

SirGrits
SirGrits
The trite thing is just to say "let it go bro". Which is what we're trying to do right. I think the how of letting go lies in how we cage that question to ourselves. I try and become the guy that doesn't need to see that.
The most convicting thing I've ever heard is the challenge to become a giver rather than a taker. So in moments of temptation, I have to challenge myself with the ? "Is this giving? or taking?
God speed bro.
Heismercy
Heismercy
Lately I've trying to think of the exploitation of innocent girls that are brought into this against their will We know there are those that make the choice to be there but we never know if the girl we are watching is being raped against her will for our enjoyment. And we never know if they are girls or not. I don't think that 18 year olds are women yet, are they? Maybe that a girl might be 15 doesn't matter. Or the one that gets raped everyday as a sex slave doesn't matter? I know that by viewing porn I have exploited girls and promoted and encouraged the kidnapping and rape of innocent girls. Mdybe Kayden enjoys it? How many don't? Anyway, I am tryihg to throw up over the knowledge of the coercion and forcible rape that occurs. I know I have gotten off on it against my better judgement. If we know its on pornhub how much more-so is it when we search deeper and deeper?
Heismercy
Heismercy
another thought....How sick am I that I have watched August Ames after knowing that she killed herself because of where porn took her. She ended her life over it and I've watched her do it? That's sick. That is beyond sick. I don't even know how to classify that.
Murmur
Murmur
I have been doing porn since I was 13. I'm now 58. I just went beyond what I ever thought I'd do in self pleasuring. I'm on anxiety meds and getting elections and orgasm are very hard. I watch so much porn that I decided to try Sounding. If you don't know it, it is urethra play. I tried it a few times and last night I got a bit over zealous and drew blood. Not flowing blood but enough to scare the crap out of me. My porn watching has gotten more deprived and never imagined I could go as far as I did. Just needed to get that out. All day I've been wondering if I have really done damage. No more blood but I will not do that again....god I hope I don't. Any way none of us are alone....thanks for listening