Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
I don't know what to do!! I'm ready to commit suicide and I have no one to talk to.
I took my son to see his specialist and my husband refused to go and said he didn't want to risk being late for work (there were 5 hours between his appointment time and when he had be at work).
After he left for work, I checked his computer, and I found that he had been looking at about 10 different porn sites. All of them were pictures of teenage girls and 'barely legal' ones.
I did something crazy last week and took a 'naughty'- OK, extremel explicit picture of myself and emailed it to him. He said he loved it. And still, instead of looking at me, heis STILL lookng at teenage girls.
He swears he doesn't have a problem and of course he lies CONSTANTLY about the porn.
FOR SIX YEARS this has been going on. I left him the day after Christmas, and I was gone for a few weeks. He begged for me and my son to come home, and because my parents were having a hard time with my son (he's autistic), I came back home.
Thins are worse than ever and he just lies constantly about the porn.
I want to die because of this. I will never be good enough- and I feel like NO ONE will ever want me.
I took my son to see his specialist and my husband refused to go and said he didn't want to risk being late for work (there were 5 hours between his appointment time and when he had be at work).
After he left for work, I checked his computer, and I found that he had been looking at about 10 different porn sites. All of them were pictures of teenage girls and 'barely legal' ones.
I did something crazy last week and took a 'naughty'- OK, extremel explicit picture of myself and emailed it to him. He said he loved it. And still, instead of looking at me, heis STILL lookng at teenage girls.
He swears he doesn't have a problem and of course he lies CONSTANTLY about the porn.
FOR SIX YEARS this has been going on. I left him the day after Christmas, and I was gone for a few weeks. He begged for me and my son to come home, and because my parents were having a hard time with my son (he's autistic), I came back home.
Thins are worse than ever and he just lies constantly about the porn.
I want to die because of this. I will never be good enough- and I feel like NO ONE will ever want me.
I don't think post will do you any good and I feel as though I made this all about me but I know how you feel and I'm sorry you do... Do what's best for you and your son he'll deal with it. You and your son deserve to be happy.