I am new to anything like this  i dont even know how to start 

 My husband has been out of prison since february  after serving7 1/2  months  and we have stayed together  he cant live with us   so goes home about 1030 everynight 

A few peple have found out  and slowly 1 by1 my friends are dissapearing  first from facebook then ill delete you from fb but ill still ring you and message you   that didnt last long either  so now i find myself with no one to talk to  and i dont know where to go to talk to others about what  its really  like  i dont want people who say oh i understand its hard  or i feel for you  or im here if u need a chat i need to talk to someone who has bern through it from day one and life after they come back from prison  im so lost  and never felt so lonly  as im wrotting this my husband is at his group therepy / councelling  imsat here on my own  feeling like a panic is trying to bubble out but wont come out and no one to  vent to because all preseved oppinions are you made your bed  now deal  my head feels like its going to explode  surly there must be some one who understands what the new normal day to day life is like after