My wife and I have been together for 7 years. After two we got married had a baby. Two children from prior relationships. Immediately after that sex stopped no listening. I began to sext women to get attention. Well she found out. I stopped. Recently I did it again and didn't plan it.. My wife told me to go sleep with another women, but I couldn't, she then say I betrayed her.. I want to save my marriage but there were so many bad times that out way the good that I'm just trying to save it because of our kids our home our stuff, we really don't get along there is no real love there. I can't get the guilt out. I am leaving our home Friday and the beginning begins and we get closer to the end. I feel just horrible. She won't let me go a day with out her saying this or texting me this. I just wish there was a way to make the choice to be strong enough to move forward. I feel like crap.