Bad here. Hubby had 3 new polyps yesterday at his 2nd colonoscopy in 3 months. Also Finances are real bad and real tight. It is so scary. But my 2 kids, 17 and 19 are doing good so I am happy about that. My depression and sadness are off the charts. How about you?

Trying to stay busy to keep my mind off of financial problems. It has been a borderline ok day all in all after a rough start this morning. Thanks for asking!

I hope your husband does okay, Mollgirl. Can the polyps be removed?

I hope your financial situation improves, Stevebhopes. I'm not doing well in that area, had just enough money to the rent this month, and I'm eating food out of trash cans and dumpsters, just like I used to do when I was homeless.

How is everyone else in the group doing?

Oh, this is so heartbreaking. Please go to churches for food, or shelters or the Salvation Army. Please ask around where you can find food. No one should have to eat out of trash and dumpsters. I am so sorry you are suffering through this. They must have food pantrys there. They have places in every state.

I feel like I've been on a rollercoaster of emotions but I'll have to ride it out because this is my ride for now. I bought the ticket. I got in the car and now it's careening through the days - some ups, some downs, some twists, some turns. My knuckles are white from holding onto the bar for dear life. How is it that some people can ride the same ride with their arms up in the air, screaming with delight? I am simply seeking internal peace so that I can think clearly and enjoy this part of the journey more. This phase won't last forever. It will end and I can get on another ride. I hope the next one won't be so, so... thrilling.

Beaumont, I'll keep you in my prayers. There has to be somewhere you can get food - a church? a mission?

How's everybody else doing? Got good news? Bad news?

Nervous today, stuttering some too.

Bonjourvino, I used to stutter, but I learned that it can be overcome with practice and as I overcame my fear of people. I wish you success in one day no longer stuttering when you speak. You can do this if I can! Practice, practice, practice!

HI EVERYONE!!!,

HI BEAUMONT HUGGLES THANKS FOR ASKING AND BEING A CAREING SOUL
[[[FOR BOY THERE ARNT MANY OUT THERE NOW DAYS]]] SIGH!!!...

IM IN A LOT OFF PAIN RIGHT NOW IN MY JOINTS STRUGGLE TO WALK AND TO HOLD THINGS HURTS TOO MY EMMOTIONS ARE FOREVER UP N DOWN I REALLY CANT SAY FROM ONE DAY TO THE NEXT WHAT FRAME OFF MIND I BE IN [[[SUCKS RIGHT]]],

MY NEW GOAL IS TO SAVE ENOUGHT MONEY [[[THATS A LAUGHT]]] FOR A CRAFT WORK SHED IN MY SMALL BACK YARD/GARDEN AS I TOTALLY LOVE CARDMAKING AND DOING SMALL CRAFTS BUT WITH THESE CUT BACKS IM AFRAID MY SHED MAY TAKE A LONG TIME! IM STRUGGLING TO BEABLED TO KEEP USEING MY COMPUTER RIGHT NOW TOO [[[I BE LOST WITHOUT THAT ITS MY ONLY LIFE LINE]]] BUT WERE ALL IN THAT SAME BOAT TOGEATHER ...

ANYHOW HOW ARE YOU DOING ? SENDING MY HUGGLES N CUDDLES TOO YOU AND ALL [DC]

IVE BEEN TRYING TO TAKE A BREAK AWAY FROM DS IN A LONG TIME!!!,

BUT CAN I KNOW WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT IM TO ADDICTED AND THIS IS ALL I HAVE SO I GUESS IM A LIL SCARED IN CASE I COME BACK AND HAVE NOTHING LEFT ON HERE [[[ BUT IM NEEDING A BREAK AWAY IN JUST FEELING TO POORLY RIGHT NOW THAT NOT HELPING MY MENTAL STATE OF MIND]]] O HECK IM GOING TO DO IT JUST PRAY YOUR BE HERE WHEN I GET BACK MIGHT BE A SHORT BREAK MAY BE A LONG ONE SO TAKE CARE ALL HUGGLES N CUDDLES [DC] YOUR FRIEND.....

IM WANTING OUT,

I CANT TAKE THIS LONELYNESS WORTHLESSNESS NO MORE MY TEARS STING MY EYES AS I WRITE LIKE A KNIFE CUTTING THROUGH A TOMATO IVE REACHED MY END OFF THE ROAD [[[DOSE DEATH BECKON]]] IM SUCH A LOSER I HAVE NOTHING NO ONE THESE TEARS ARE BURNING MY FACE NOW...;[ I TRULEY DONT NO ANYMORE

I wish you wouldn't go my friend DCUK!

DCUK I am sad for you as I hear of your struggles. You are not a loser and I hope you stick around. Message me if you need to vent. You are not alone my friend!