I am sorry you are going through this.Things will get better. Be easy on yourself.

My heart goes out to you as you struggle. I feel the same way a lot. Don't blame yourself for being stuck.

thanks for your replies. life is just so tough right now. I hope and pray that is gets better that's all I have to say.

I feel stuck alot too. Just keep going one day at a time. That is all we can do.

uggg mothers day is so hard for me since my mom passed away 2 years ago. I do not like it it is so lonely. now I have her birthday coming up n Thursday to uggg another hard day for me to get through..

My condolences on the passing of your Mom. This must be a real hard time for you each year. Hang in there and know the pain will lessen in time. I hope your therapist will be able to help you through this week. Thanks for sharing your world with us.

Sorry. Try to remember the good things. Hugs.

thanks steve and mollgirl. I do remember the good times but the day in general is hard. I thought in time it would get a little easier but for me it is getting harder. just want the day to end. happy mothers day to all the mothers out there.

i am trying to be positive i really am but come on already. The pain i am in is ridiculous. I went to the chiro today and he worked on me for a good 20 min and gave me an ultrasound treatment on my jaw. Now I have a huge headache in the back of my head. I swear is it going to get any better?? I am losing patience. I am not good when it comes to pain. pain and me don't mix. i hate to complain all the time but i don't know what else to do. I really feel stuck as what to do anymore.please make the pain lesson please.......

I wish I had the power to remove your pain. This must be so hard to go through for you. I am proud of you for trying to stay positive. Keep us posted.

ok in mega pain tonight very stressful day. I nearly got run off the road today by some jerk grrrrr had my theropy appmt today talked about a lot of stuff have a lot on my mind very confused about a lot of things. Why do I have to have bipolar depression and anxiety?? I hate it so much. It is ruining my life. ok time for bed soon if I can sleep that is have to do my relaxation exercises I learned today see if it helps any. gn.

I sure hope you slept better. Sorry your day was so rough. I too wonder why I have to deal with mental illness. Hang in there my friend.

well still in pain but went for another ultrasound treatment today at the chiro. My chiro gave me some potassium pills to lesson the muscle tensing hopefully. So I took a potassium pill before along with one of my anxiety pills and it did help some with the pain for now i hope i can sleep tonight that has been rough lately so tomorrow is going to be a rough day. It would of been my moms 65 birthday so me and my dad are going out to the cemetery to put some flowers there and have a talk with my mom an probably cry to. so hope all is well with everyone bye and gn for now

I admire the way you honor your Mom's memory. You are a good daughter and person. I hope today was better for you.

thanks steve for your kind words. I hope you are doing well my friend to:) I am feeling a little bit better today just have a slight headache at the moment. going for another treatment at the chiro today then hopefully I should be good until next week :) ok all have a great day everyone :)