Self Hate Syndrome Community Group
This is a group designed to offer support to people who believe they are fundamentally bad and deserve to be punished. Here we can learn to stop the unholy war we have been waging against ourselves.
I am feeling very down and depressed. I cried alot yesterday. I don't know what it is but everything is getting to me again. Every little thing sets me off lately. My friend tells me oh your going through a rough time right now it will pass well yes it may be but in the mean time what do I do. I want to die. I cant stand feeling like this and I cant stand the pain anymore. I went for more blood work this morning. They took 6 viles of blood from me ugg. I will get the results next tues when I see my medical doc. I feel like utter shit every day anymore. It is a effort just to get out of bed and walk my dog. The pain is so bad. I put on my happy face and do what I have to do. I cant take this much longer I really cant. It is really getting me down now. I am ready to give in and say the hell with it and throw in the towl. I cant do it anymore. I dont have the strenght anymore to do it. I try to help other people but in reality I cant even help myself. :( I am so tired of it. ok end of rant.........
stevebhopes
Sorry to be so late to reply. Please hold on friend, despite the roughness of the way. I too have had great struggles of late and had thoughts of giving up but I hope and pray you come into better times and that you will have the grace to endure your current trials.
deleted_user
Oh my sweet friend... i wish you didn't have to experience this. I understand what that is like. Please, please don't give up or give in. During the pain and the sadness you've got love. You suffer much but you'll be ok... if you aren't ok, you aren't at the end of your journey yet. <3 stay safe my beautiful friend.
kittycat72d
thanks guys.
deleted_user
How are you doing today my friend?
kittycat72d
You would not believe the amount of health issues I am carrying around with me. I am telling you my cup is full and over flowing right now and I just want to scream and ready to kill somebody. I have a lot of anxiety and a lot of anger and then the depression to. I do want to punch the wall. The amount of pain is horrible. I hope these pills start working soon. Ok thanks for caring BerBerBear and Steve. I just don't know what else to do anymore.
Ladybug7
I'm sorry you're struggling. I hope you feel better soon! It sounds like you have a lot to deal with right now.
deleted_user
What is going on? if you aren't comfortable telling a group, message me. Maybe we can help! I have a lot of health issues too... we are here for you!!! <3
kittycat72d
life sucks I got really drunk last night and I don't really care anymore. Im done..........
deleted_user
please.... please message me. trust me when i say i understand... i get tired just thinking about my issues. before you are done or any of that message me.... let me help you!
Ladybug7
Likewise, I'm here for you. I realize I'm new to this group, and we don't know each other, but I'm always happy to listen. Please take care and feel better soon!
kittycat72d
people are really fucked up. I would rather be alone.
deleted_user
Yes there are a lot of really effed up people. and a lot of people who just want to bring you down. but we here... we want to bring you up!
kittycat72d
what happened to this group? nobody posts anymore owell.
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