here is an entry I wrote from another site thought I would share it here to so enjoy, let me know what everyone thinks.

Hello everyone. I hope everyone is having a great day. I am going to write a little entry here let me know what you think of it.
I have been doing alot of soul searching lately and realizing alot of things in myself I dont like. I am slowly making some changes. About 2 weeks ago something happened to me and it it for the better. My pdoc upped my antidepressant Remron from 30-45mg and man what a difference it made in my mood. I am like a different person and some of you can tell in my postings. That is part of my change. I have not been in much pain lately either since going to the chiropractor, he is helping me a whole lot. It helps not being in pain with my mood to. I have also been doing alot of praying lately and some of my prayers are being answered for the first time in a long time. Thank you Lord :) I just feel different as a person like a weight is lifted off my shoulders. Going to counseling also has helped me a whole lot talking about my past and coming to terms with it so to speak. Don't get me wrong I still have my share of problems and what not but it is just easier to deal with now for some reasaon. As for my Bi-polar well so far s good with that for now. I dont want to jinx it or anything. I am sure I am going to have my bad days still but hopefully I will be able to deal with them in a better light. I love this feeling of actually almost being happy but I dont want to jinx it. There are still things I am working on everyday to improve. There is always room for improvement. I am just trying not to let things bother me as much as they have before. I pray to God all the time now and some of my prayers are eing answered so far hopefully more to come. I am writing this to let everyone know that there is hope and there is light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes you dont think so but there is. I was at my lowest about a month ago and to see where I am now it is truly amazing. More to come. Life is a journey you just have to follow it.ok I dont want this to get to long here now. May God bless each and everyone of you. You are in my thoughts and prayers :) Have a great night now:)