Welcome to our group! You will find the people here to be loving and supportive, even though they are each struggling with deep issues of self-hate themselves. As has been said many times here, one way to reverse the self-hate trend is to do something nice for yourself - just one thing to start with. It really helps us to get on a better path. You are precious!

I am glad you joined the group. I hope you find some much needed support and love here among the fine people who make up this group. Hugs.

Welcome to you. You have come to a great place of understanding. We care and are supportive. It would be nice to get to know you more.

thanks guys i am a very compassionate caring person good things. i hate myelf for my mental illness bad thing. i just want to run away sometimes. I came very close the pst few days of attempting suicide but got talked out of it by a hotline i called. i got scared. i look forward to reading and writing in the group. you seem like nice people. peace love and happiness to all...........

Good for you for calling that hotline my friend!!!

Welcome and I am so glad to hear you called a helpline. I hope you find alot of love and support here.

Welcome and good to you for getting help. I have found love and support in this group.

i am feeling really bad again down and out about myself. i hate myself for being mentally ill i ask one ? WHY? WHY do i have to have a menal illness? nobody wants to bother with me i lost so many friends over this it is sickning. people just dont understand the whole thing. i dont know what to do anymore this is why i choose to be by myself and alone i am better off that way thne i dont have to worry about people and their B.S. owell nobody will understand in my life........

It is not your fault you have mental illness. I think only others that do have mental illness can truly understand it the best. I used to go to groups for mental illness. It does help you not feel so alone. Please don't beat yourself up for having mental illness. You are not alone. You are just as beautiful as a person without mental illness. Try to be kind to yourself and do something nice for you. You do deserve it and you are cared about very much here. lots of love to you.

i feel it is my fault i have a mental illness though why and why me i ask nobody in my family has it. it sucks i cant do anything right anymore no matter what i do i get told about how wrong it is or its not done right.... I have been torn down so much it hurts.i have very low self esteem from this and from people telling me im no good i will never about to nothing ect.... it hurts so bad and i believe it to..

I do understand your feelings. I have had major depression since I was a small child with anxiety and was scared of others,never was able to be a kid and enjoy anything. I always felt like I was the different one. I was told alot of similar things growing up and I also have low self esteem. It is just not true that you are no good. You do matter and you have alot of good characteristics. I know how it feels to believe these things. We hear them so much we are programmed to believe them and they just are negative things that make us feel bad. It would be a good start to tell yourself something good about you. Do something nice for yourself also. You are important and do matter and you are cared about. You deserve to be happy and you should try to treat yourself like you treat others. You are loved here. You can message me if you want.Self hate gets a strong hold on us but it can be beat in time. hugs

how does 1 person deal with all this:depression,manicness,anger.hatred,rage and raging hormones all in 1 persn thats me yup thats me i am ready to explode..........

Many people have given up on me too. We have to hang in there and support each other and create our own family of people who understand and love us. Hugs to you. We understand.

thanks for eveyones support i just am so low right now it is hard to see anything good in me. Everytime i think i am getting somewhere boom i get knocked back down again. I am tired of this nonsense with people i wish to tell them to look in the mirror and see what they see. The feelings of hopelessness i feel is horrible. I just wish I wasnt around sometimes thats how bad I feel. I dont know what else to do anymore. :(

I know it is really hard right now but I am glad you have chosen to stick things out so far. The more we get to know you the more we will be able to encourage you. It is very hard to see the good in ourselves when we get real down. I struggle with that myself. Just know you are doing the right thing by reaching out. I am worried about you. Please keep us posted my friend.