Self Harmers Anon Community Group
A group for self harmers to speak about what triggers them add support to others and a chance not too be jugded
Hello. I am 21 years old and I have been SIing for years in different ways. Looking back to even when I was a child I had always punished myself in some way for whatever reason... usually its for something that I did or did not do right. When I was a kid I would shut myself away from everyone in the closet and I even remember trying to overheat myself by putting a heavy coat on in the car on a hot summer day. Now though I am a glass artist so I have cut with glass & razor blades. I have also burnt myself on my kiln on purpose, hit myself, & bit my cheek a few times. I just hate myself and I don't think that I deserve what I have. So thats me.
I'm replying to this post to tell you that you needn't feel so worthless. Because you are beautiful. I may not know you, but I will tell you that. I think you are.
I'm not saying, "Hey, you're beautiful, stop SI'ing!". Yeah, if only it was that easy, I've been struggling for a while now. What you do wrong has been done wrong. It's the past. But the past can hurt most, I know. Just remember the past is called the past because it has past, the present is a gift and the future? Well, who knows why it's called the future. Maybe because we don't know what the future will be. What will be wil be.
There are so many people here that will befriend you and love you, just post things, send friend invites. We all love you. Stay strong.