My self esteem issues have really waned and I've been feeling good but I just had a bad night tonight and really needed support. I took one of those dumb "show us a picture of yourself and using math and ratios we'll determine who attractive you are" quizzes, knowing full well that my feeling would get hurt. I think I'm pretty but I know my face isn't the most symmetrical. It almost felt like I wanted to be called ugly because it feels like people are lying to me sometimes when they tell me I'm pretty. I just want to be able to end this toxic behavior toward myself. I thought that was all over but tonight was tough for that and I hope this doesn't happen again. I know it's not the biggest issue in the world but I just needed to let someone know to get me off my mind.