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I'm going through a huge betrayal from the mental health agency from where I sought help. I had three therapists at this agency from where I left this past summer. One of them accually asked me if I masturbate. I didn't think it was bad because I thought well this is therapy and it should be intimate. But after I told a friend this, and his wife was a case manager, she said they never should of asked you that. Then he asked me if I ever got caught masturbating. Then after I was done with the first therapist the door swung open and I saw her and said, "Hi Jen". She started screaming "Who is that, who is that" like I'm a nobody. She used to brag in session "My husband's leuitenant of the fire department...I'm from Poland". Thats how I knew why she screamed at me. I never did one thing wrong. Then the same therapist that asked me if I masturbate, said Jen said I was following her around the mall. I was like where did they get that. Then Jen would walk past me and my friend real quick at the mall, like she was in a hurry. What I found out was that Jen was following me at the mall. Another time, the so-called "doctor" and "therapist told me one time, "If somebody calls you a loser just agree with them. The next session with this guy he said, "I see your father was in here some time ago , He's a loser" and I said "Yeah he is a loser" These people knew I didn't have a girlfriend. I believe they saw this weakness in me and exploited it. Another time the director of Eastern Mental Health, and the former doctor said loud, "John! Your single!!". The last therapist I had there would say, "I know people who have innocently went to jail for that!! and in an exagerated tone would say, "How about you do volunteeer work! So I didn't even cancell the appointments because I didn't trust the guy anymore and I found out my hunch was right. He showed up at where I hung out and said,"You staying out of trouble John! So I walked up to him and I apologized and he glared down at me and said, "You call!! Then the secretary called me and asked if I was going to my appointment the next day with this guy and I said Yeah. Well the next day was the fourth of July. I didn't recognize that when she called. Then after I hung up I was furious because then I knew it was a prank. So I just got done telling my friend,"You know, somethings up here, this feels shiesty. Then the one time, just after I was talking to my friend, Dave called me, the last therapist. Ten minutes after that the cops knock on my door.. I about had a heart attack. They asked me if they could come in and I let them. They said someone was concerned about me. And trust me, I was feeling fine , I wasn't suicidal or violent. The cops asked me what I was watching on t.v. I asked them who sent them but they wouldn't tell me. They weren't mean or anything but it scared the pants off me. I told my friend, who was sitting on the sofa at the time it happened, Joe you see what just happened!! He was like "Yeah". I had to call Help Hotline the next day cause I thought I was going to jail.. Then Dave called me the following week and claimed there was an appointment on that day ..He said, "I'm calling to cancell our appointment today,You either call on Monday or I'm calling services!! Have to cut this short now.. Please feel free to comment on this