Religion and god and faith have all given me terrible anxiety especially during mass. It's gotten so bad to the point that I have begun to experience heart palpitations and dizziness during mass. I've begun to worry that I'll end up fainting one of these days during church. I'm desperate to leave the church but I'm so afraid of what my family will do. I've begun to wonder how many more times I'll be able to leave church alive. Now I have to wonder if I'll leave church on my feet or on a gurney.