Hi everyone im a member of the catholic faith but im not very happy in it. Its because everything having to do with the faith seems to come so easily to other members of the catholic faith. I also feel like everyone in church moves so easily through the church and Im the only one who is struggluing with the faith. Lately my beliefs often defer from those of the church and Ive tried to get rid of those beliefs but I havent been able to. Sometimes I just wish I could be part of another religion or could be an athiest or agonist or not religious at all and belive in science.