this life is taking a serious toll on me. I feel like I am suffocating most days. I’ve had so much happen in my life and try to make the most out of everything else. Two years in a row now a shitty birthday. Last year he forgot and wasn’t until he saw it on Facebook to call, then fought with me when my sister sent me flowers and balloons. Accused me of someone else sending it, despite there being a card and my sister calling to see if I liked them