Well, H has been planning a special day for "us " for the past three weeks. He arranged a babysitter and we spent the whole day together on Sat. We went on a wine tour and just held hands and spent the day being close. Had dinner and then watched the yankees win:)Then ended the day being intamate.We went to church the next day, something thatI was having a hard time with , but H wants us to get back into it so we went. H held my hand the whole time. At times , I had tears just dropping... But it was a start.We have been really spending alot of time together , talking alot while at work , emailing each other and paging each other. I can feel that he is trying , It's just the bedroom, he wants to and it's is just at times difficult to maintain.
We are so now emotional getting connected , I guess it is a start....I just don't really know what I feel.