Well. I had a long post earlier, but there is more to add. I had a conversation with my H and he said he felt like I'm not being honest with him. There was something. After a trip I took with him to Hawaii we made a bunch of mutual friends. There was one guy who was very flirtatious with me, and I was back with him as well. There were some texts between us.....nothing persuing anything. Just stupid flirtation. At the time it made me feel better. My H's A ended in May and until our trip to HI he wasn't really committed to making the marriage work. I could NEVER have and A, but I have felt so much guilt for this. He did question me about it several times and I denied it. I think I just didn't want to feed the idea of it. Well, I told him about it tonight. He is at work and probably won't come home until late. He said he cannot trust me at all. I lied about it to his face. He knows there is more to the story and until I am willing to be honest with him and tell him everything he doesn't want to talk. I don't know what to do. I have nothing more to tell him. We have already been having a hard time getting along. Our sex life has been very difficult bc every time I can't help but thinking of him w the OW; now he thinks its bc I did something. I'm venting here bc I know I just have to take it from him. I want to lash back and bring up everything that led me to having those thoughts, but what good is that going to do? I feel like he is going to come home and just say we're done. 8 months of therapy and I feel like we are at square one. WHAT SHOULD I DO?????