Has anyone else noticed their psychic abilities more pronounced when menstruating? Kinda makes me think hey it's hormone related, I'm just nuts!

I started yesterday and had 3 psychic episodes at work. Today I feel more sensitive to other people, hyper aware of everything. Not helping that a huge rainstorm is coming and I can feel that so probably won't sleep. Ive been having nightmares lately that seem significant. Rain makes me see more too btw.

I wish I could go hide by myself in a remote house with thick walls for a few days. I literally heard a customer think something yesterday and I thought he said it aloud so I answered him and he seemed a mix of impressed, shocked, and hurt. He seemed to think he already told me or I am just a good guesser, then worried people might talk about him or that I thought he sits around alot. I just blew it off and tried to smooth things over best I could.

Then I did the same thing to the armored truck guy who gets our money. Then he started flirting with me and after he left my coworkers teased me. Then yikes I did it to the bosses wife but luckily she was so busy talking she didn't seem to notice or just thought I was thoughtful.

I learned an exercise from a book where you imagine a lightswitch on your third eye and shut it off, then a zipper on top your head and zip it shut. It's hard to constantly examine my zipper at work. It pops open all the time and that time of the month is way more accurate and powerful.

The dreams concern me. Maybe they are just dreams but idk. How do I come up with such detail? I've been having a lot of dejavu lately too. It makes me nervous. I feel like dejavu is a warning, like hey you already played thru this game plan and it didn't work, do something else.

I dreamed 2 nights ago that one of my coworkers was in the hospital and so were her 2 daughters. Today I found out one of her daughters is in the hospital and doing really bad. I'm worried about my coworker too. She is 70 and sick with a cold or something.

Then last night I had a vivid dream that my fiance was cheating on me with a skank with brown hair with green dipped ends. I can see her so vividly. I even think her name was Erin. I snooped thru his phone and found some upsetting things but no evidence of cheating. Then again I can't access his email and I don't understand what I'm seeing on Facebook because I don't understand how to use it. Those girls on there he may not have talked to in years idk how to tell.

I wish my psychic insight helped me more instead of other people. I think part of the problem is I deny it. I am always thinking I am just crazy and trying to ignore it. It just drives me more crazy. I don't have any concrete flesh and blood person I can trust to talk to who is like me, who gets it. I am so lonely and empty. I feel like I can't even trust myself if I go around answering people's thoughts out loud and not knowing the difference!

I'm going to bed soon. I hope I get some sleep.