I just wanted to share my thoughts we those who may be in the same place as me.
I get to see my baby in 6 more days. It feels so surreal, I went from waking up every morning after having a still birth sayin to myself, ah, that's right, I'm not pregnant anymore, followed by sobbing - to waking up every morning and saying, oh, that's right I'm actually 35+ weeks pregnant, we are actually doing this, we are nearing the end.

My pregnancy hasn't been smooth sailing, and we are having bub at 36weeks to be on the safe side. But knowing I might be bringing my first screaming baby home is the most amazing feeling.

Keep powering on mummies, the reward is going to be even more precious to us 'Angel parents' than those who haven't experienced a loss. The love and hope we have for our rainbow babies will see us through to the end and our Angel babies will be watching us saying, that's the mummy I know. Strong, confident and filled with unconditional love.