i am new to this group but i love Jesus with all my heart. became a christain in 1993. sorry to say my faith waivers from time to time and i question God. i get so overwhelmed with life and the situations i face but am now realizing that he never left me. i am staying positive and beginning to look at things from Gods eyes. his word says he does not give us more than we can handle. i was telling him he was but now i know what he said is true. i can handle all things with his help. recently my mom took very ill, my grandsoin was ill, i had to place my 17 year old daughter in group home, and found out that my 5 year old twin daughters have type one diabetes. although this is all very stressful i know my Father is with me and is carrying me through. i am also no longer looking at my twins health problems as a tragedy but as a blessing. God most truely trust me to give me these beatiful girls and to care for them. i alone dont have the strength but he ius giving it to me day by day. i am learnig to stay focuse on him. all i want is to please and honor him and bring him the glory. also learning that God is here but i have to trust him, reach out to him and hold on tight. if you are struggling i hope that you to can find peace in God to see you through the tough times. would appreciate prayer for my family. you are all in my prayers also. take care and God bless.