I just experienced a trauma in my family and it is tearing me apart. It is making hard to deal with situations here at home. I feel like screaming or pulling my hair out. The trauma was a death in the family back in June of 2020. My dad had died on Saturday June 27. I went with mother to urgent care that day, while she was seeing the doctor, I called my dad who was sick and talked with me some. Its sad that I have to witness mother being depressed and having grieve and going through moods. She is talking very low to herself. 

I feel so damn lost because I had lost one parent and this one is so depressed suffering panic attacks and pstd. She feel that everyone dislike her, she the whole world closed in on her and I think the death triggered off a trauma se experienced early in her life.