Spent the last few days while my marrieds have been busy, working on myself. My fears. My wants. I’ve asked them to just give me some room to breathe while I process everything, which is pretty easy as their weekends are pretty booked for a while. 

Im looking forward to actually having a conversation that isn’t about my feelings etc. 

I am missing them but doing the best thing I can which is work on me. Or will make for a healthy relationship if I can pull it off. 

All my previous relationships have been all consuming and I really wasn’t allowed or encouraged to have any life outside of my partner. So this is new as well. But I’m working on it. I’m sure I’m not the only one who has had this struggle as well.