Polyamory Community Group
A place to discuss living a polyamorous lifestyle - the joys, the challenges and everything in between. Polyamory (a hybrid word -poly is Greek for many and amor is Latin for love - coined by among others Neopagan poet, author, lecturer, and priestess Morning Glory Zell-Ravenheart) means "The practice, state or ability of having more than one sexual loving relationship at...
Spent the last few days while my marrieds have been busy, working on myself. My fears. My wants. I’ve asked them to just give me some room to breathe while I process everything, which is pretty easy as their weekends are pretty booked for a while.
Im looking forward to actually having a conversation that isn’t about my feelings etc.
I am missing them but doing the best thing I can which is work on me. Or will make for a healthy relationship if I can pull it off.
All my previous relationships have been all consuming and I really wasn’t allowed or encouraged to have any life outside of my partner. So this is new as well. But I’m working on it. I’m sure I’m not the only one who has had this struggle as well.
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I have toys. So the ones I have not used or need any more, are gone in the trash. One of my toys is just a regular hand held massager with an attachment. The other is a real insertable toy. This morning I ordered a new toy with attachments. It is small and has a brush like attachment and the other looks like a rose with a tiny tongue. I'll get it in about 2 weeks. Rechargable and...
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I can't believe this has gone on this long. So I don't have much hope of getting a tech job, but I saw an educational job that I thought might be really good. It would have been working at a university supporting high school students who are taking college classes. I did a mock interview with a friend and prepared extensively. It was at the university that I graduated from. I was very excited...
