Ok, so i woke up again in another night sweat puddle, about to jump in the shower right now and rinse my sheet, again... i know when i wake up to this, im going to have an angry day, because i don't like waking up to an additional thousand things to do to get ready for my day other than the tasks i usually do which are enough for 6 people, but t's only me here, so i get get flipping aggrivated and p*** off, i have enough on my plate, now all these other tasks... my poor demeanor, whether angry or sad, is noticed by my children and my daughter said, you used to always be happy... of course that was aggrivating because i know i used to be, i haven't even known wat was going on with me, i don't have a doctor, can't afford fancy things like that for myself, so i've been suffering with this long list of ailments and frequently newly added ailments to the ones i already have, but didn't know they're all symptoms of perimenopause, so i'm going to the health dept Tuesday, hopefully this flipping shower I'm about to get in will be cold enough to ward off hot flashes for at least this morning, that would be nice...