I lost the love of my life- Lewis on oct10th 2011.He was only 23 years old Im truly devistated. it was so sudden, no illness no nothing. Im still so shocked and feel like my life has come to a complete stop. I miss him so much and feel like im in a bubble just existing. i feel i have no reason to carry on. He was my whole world and now it all seems pointless. We were getting married next year and were looking forward to start a family. Its all been stolen away and i cannot and do not want to imagine my "life" without him. i feel depressed every day and ive been prescribed anti-depresance but it just makes me feel like a zombie. I really do not know where to go from here as every time i wake up seems like a chore and a stuggle.
HELLO SWEETHEART , WHAT CAN I SAY, YOU LOOK SO HAPPY AND HANDSOME, AND NOW YOU ARE FACING LIFE WITHOUT YOUR BELOVED LEWIS, IT IS A CRUEL AND TERRIBLE LOSS,AND THIS IS THE REALITY OF LIFE, THE LOSS OF A LOVED ONE IS THE WORST PAIN THAT WE CAN FEEL, YOU NEED TIME TO MOURN AND GRIEVE ,AND I HOPE THAT YOU HAVE A SUPPORTIVE FAMILY OR FRIENDS TO LOOK OVER YOU AND LEND A SHOULDER TO CRY , TEARS ARE HEALING, RIGHT NOW ALL YOU FEEL IS YOUR LOSS, BUT IN TIME YOU WILL HEAL ,YOUR LIFE IS PRECIOUS, YOU ARE YOUNG , JUST GIVE YOURSELF TIME, BE PATIENT WITH YOURSELF, LOOK RIGHT NOW THERE IS THIS EMPTY SPACE IN YOUR LIFE, AND YOU FEEL THIS GREAT LOSS, TIME IS HEALING, CHERISH WHAT YOU SHARED AND REMEMBER THE WONDERFUL MOMENTS FOR A WHILE, AND THEN LET GO, LIFE GOES ON, YOU ARE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL GIRL, HUGS AND LOVE LUCY.