hi ! i am aspier, i am sad i have symthom  asper, when i in trouble i try explain to parents but they get more upset and i have depress too, and my sister did  the wrong things that is really bad at that time in 2012  but i don't know that is wrong and i protect her , and when i found out what she did i upset but i still think that is not a fault and i not leave her when she asked me please don't leave me , so i sythampy her , so until 8years later and she betray me after that then i know that is wrong, and i struggle with it , i feel unhappy so i try to suffer paintfull in my heart ,i fell lonley,alone, i have been hide my parents that i am crying , cause that is fault is really hard to speak it out,i can let them know cause they are to old they can get shock from what my sister did. And the reason that she betray me she tell lie to parents about me, so my parents believe her than me, so if i tell truth, they don't trust me, cause i tell one time about what my sister do wrong , she talk bad about parents to other through email when my parents make her upset  ,i found out in 2012 i ask her and then she delete it , i tell the truth but they don't trust me  i am upset about me why my awreness is  low that why i have to paid for that things, it is paintfull what do i do now ? i struggle with that fault, and i afraid that she will come back home two years in future, i don't want to see her, i forgive her , but she always citize me , she happy because my parents don't believe me, i forgive her but i have to stay away from her , i don't want she harm me or destroy me third time or fourth time in future like she did in the past  two time, first time i found out and i forgive her