Hey Sarah, I understand where you are coming from. I also have struggled with food my entire life. I'm 26 now and still can't fully get my eating under control. I once hit 460 lbs when I was maybe 22 or 23 and that was a huge wake-up call. I did manage to lose some weight. I got down to 382 lbs a year or so back. But I'm back to the point where my eating is out of control and I'm back over 400 lbs again. I believe that we can do overcome this and manage our food intake better. I need to log-in more to this site so I can be more motivated and work harder on my goals. Best of luck!