I know I am new here, but I just cant seem to get past the uncertainty of this disease..I am not sure when the scared feelings start to go away...The specialist just phoned and I go see them on Aug.14, and I am scared, to the point of not wanting to go cause I m not sure I want to know anymore...its almost like I try to convince myself that I dont have the disease.I DONT WANT TO HAVE IT!!!!! I have so many emotions and everyone keeps saying dont worry things could be worse..or..that you wont get it like other people, I am so frusterated....HELP
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