hi everyone. 

Long story short, my ex was an extreme narcissist. I went no contact w him in February. But 2 nights ago we ran into each other while out, and he grabbed me and begged me to let him appoligze. I did. I thought it would make me feel better. But it didn’t. It just ended up bringing up feelings of abuse and doubts of my self worth. And then we ended up sitting there, drawn to one another. We almost hooked up. But we didn’t. I left. And now I’m back no contact. But I feel weak again. I don’t have many ppl to talk to about this because it seems like no one ever understands just how hard it is to be abused emotionally by a narcissist. People don’t understand the toll it takes, and I come of as emotionally unstable. And I mean, I’m not perfect, but I’m a good person, and I am not unstable. He convinced me I was crazy when we were together, and it is a battle every day to not let him define me. To not let his bellitlement effect me. I have been good. But this incident really shook me. I just wanted to share and see if anyone else is experiencing something similar, or just for some advice or something.