I have now offically began my journey that started many years ago to become what i feel i am. A woman.
I have gained support from my family, primary care doctor, my theraphist and my endocronologist. Today i was perscribed my female hormone therapy and looking forward to the correcting those things that male hormones have done to me for many years.
Update, I've now been on female Hormone therapy for just over 4 months. I now have breast. actually i'm a full "c" cup. Yes I have always had larger breast for a man. but feel the breast tissue and am enjoying the new sensation I feel. I enjoy having them played with. I don't have to take any suppression meds for "t" as mine is extremely low anyway. I transitioned at work two months ago and that went really well. no issues no funny comments, and no anxiety. I really overthought the issues I might have. I'm using the estrogen patch and have started working out on slimming up which is difficult. the patch is having issues sticking so I just ask my endocrinologist about changing over to either the shot or pills. I have to be carful because other medication i'm on.