Hello all, my name is Martin. I dont have a female name as of yet but have a couple in mind.  I am married (to a woman...who is straight)  I live in illinois, I am 45.  Have wanted to be a female since I was at least 5.  Been having to hold up the facade for too long as my deepest needs, wants, and desires to become the woman I should have been are wanting to force it's way to the surface, in which I am wanting and willing to submit to her and welcome her where she belongs.  Free.