I just received a phone message from Kaiser that my doctor wants me to go in for some lab work to check my diabetes. The last time I was there when my mom admitted there. She used to go with me when I went there for my lab tests and then we would eat lunch afterwards. I can't go back there, not yet, I got a horrible feeling of grief after I heard that message. I though I was doing great but I get these periods when I'm overwhelmed with grief but it passes. There doesn't seem any reason for going to the doctor anymore.
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