Motherless Daughters Community Group
For any daughter who has lost their mother, whether through Death (if it's been one day ago or 40 years ago) or Abandonment, (i.e.-drug abuse, mental illness, physical or emotional abuse, etc.) and is working through the grief process. This group provides unconditional support and understanding from women who have also lost their Moms and who truly care.
Today was my first attempt to go through my moms things, I can see this will take a long time to accomplish. I started by making piles one for donation, one for trash and the one I can't bare to get rid of you know that sweater that still has the perfect smell if you close your eyes for a split second you forget their not here.
Then there's that coat I remember that shopping trip like it was yesterday, something else I couldn't get rid of. So I moved onto the paperwork where I find all the cards I gave her over the years and all the memory's come rushing back, although those memory's are wonderful I know we won't be making anymore. Just when I think my heart can't break anymore it finds a way. That was enough for today I will try again in a day or two.
Thanks for reading.
Then there's that coat I remember that shopping trip like it was yesterday, something else I couldn't get rid of. So I moved onto the paperwork where I find all the cards I gave her over the years and all the memory's come rushing back, although those memory's are wonderful I know we won't be making anymore. Just when I think my heart can't break anymore it finds a way. That was enough for today I will try again in a day or two.
Thanks for reading.
People say I'm strong, they only see the outside...I still want my mommy back and NOTHING changes that. I miss her every second of my life, although it doesn't hurt as much as it used to in the beginning...
Please have patience, you will be ready when you are...take care...lot of love and hugs...