Miscarriage Community Group
This is a group for moms who have lost their baby angles after a miscarriage or for any one who has lost any one close to them.
My husband and I have been trying for a baby for a year now. Just last week I started to bleed....alot. I was 5 days early on my period. I didn't have any symptoms that I normally get with my period. I was starting to feel an unbelievable pain in my lower stomach and I ran to the bathroom and I noticed a lot of clumps....When I was heavy bleeding for 5 days straight I finally found out I was having a miscarriage, I am having a really hard time dealing with this loss. My husband has been so supportive but I don't really know what to feel. My doctor said I was experiencing a "chemical pregnancy". I am just so heartbroken. We planted daisy seeds in memorial and they just started to sprout...
I know how you feel. Your description might as well have been mine. The heavy bleeding, the clumps. As I saw them come out I got a horrible feeling over me...and I screamed I think. Tried to block it out for years.
You see, my baby was a product of rape. But I still love that baby whom I never saw. I would have let it live. It would be turning four years old this next month.
This year is the first time I've actually faced my miscarriage headon. Let myself grieve my baby. I thought I'd get over it.
But a friend of mine said you just never do. You cry, remember, dream a lityle, cry some more, and remember that the baby is in Heaven with Jesus.
After my miscarriage my very slender figure couldn't get rid of the baby fat, although I'd only carried the baby at most a month. My breasts put on 2 cup sizes and changed to the typical mother's banana shape. They're now 3 1/2 sizes bigger than back then.
I know how it feels. I've been there. Let yourself grieve.
I still need to get to the point I can do something in memorial. So you're doing good.
I started teaching a 3 year old class at daycare. It has helped tremendously.