My name is Ben, and I have a problem. I lie, for no reason, I have no need to, my partner is at the end of her tether and I'm losing if not already lost her. I want to stop. I want to be the man she knows I can be. The man who is there just waiting to come out that she can see. Writing this is a big step I hope to help myself stop, it feels good to get it out and see it written down.