How on does one love themselves when there is so much wrong with them? I see myself as a damaged woman. Everyone says to me, you are so beautiful, inside and out. But I don't see it...Why??? What is wrong with me...all I think about is dying...relieve myself from all this pain inside me. But I can't...I have a child who needs me. I keep thinking her dad will take care of her. But he doesn't have the same emotional attachement her and I have. He is not a talker..that's what ended our marriage...among other things.