how do you love yourself? i honestly love everyone, i care so deeply for everyone, but i hate me. i am weak, and a failure, and ugly and fat and all these things, and people can say they aren't true, but i know they are. how am i supposed to love myself? there isn't a person i haven't disappointed, there isn't a mistake i haven't made. i honestly believe that you should know and accept yourself, and i guess that includes loving yourself, before you should think about being in a relationship with someone. it is to easy to get broken if you don't. maybe irreparably broken. but how am i supposed to love myself when there isn't anything that i could even dream of loving about me, besides him? i don't deserve him in my life and i know that, i am just waiting for him to realize it. then he will leave, and i know i will be ok, God will still be here, the only one who can always be here, but he helps me so much and i idk, i am just afraid what will happen when he realizes how worthless i am. i don't know.