I feel really glad I haven't been giving in to temptation to pursue my current "object of desire" and it is allowing me to see the situation, him and me clearer. I don't want to pursue someone who isn't pusuing me, and everytime I resist that temptation, I stop feeding it. Using the "just for today" approach helps. I thought, maybe tomorrow I'll text/ email/ visit /call. And I've kind of come to the conclusion to stay away, and I feel glad, because he's not contacted me at all. I prayed for God to remove the obsession and know this is a tendency that goes way back for me. I also know giving in to the "craving" does not make the craving go away.
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