Lonely Hearts Club Community Group
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I'm already dieing from this loneliness. People just don't understand how my loneliness has affected me.
As a kid I would prey to god for me not to wake up and when it didn't come true I became an angry child.
TO this day I wish and prey not to wake up.
I'm just not a happy soul. I'm very sad and lonely. People just don't get it. You people will never understand because your too ignorant to.
I have always lived in isolation because of my abusive childhood and then followed by unhealthy relationships.
I wish I had the courage to kill myself. I don't even like calling it that. I'm in pain and I want it to stop and this is the only way I know how. I've gone to year's of therapy and have taken number's of pills. But, none of that matter's when you don't have a support group. I don't have family. Holiday's are lonely . When I kill myself what makes me the saddest is that no one will find my body for weeks... months. THat's pretty pathetic.
Everyone makes it sound like it's so easy.. " reach to to friends" "reach out to family" If I had those two options I wouldn't be in this situation.
I think people with mental problem's should be entitled to death if they want to. If I could find a doctor to put me to rest peacefully I'd do it. But NOOOOO. Now I have to do it in some inhumane way and then my body will decompose for week's before anyone even notices I'm not around. Some people just aren't meant to have a happy life. I'm one of them. I didn't ask for this life. I didn't ask to be born. So I should be aloud to leave this life when I feel like it .
As a kid I would prey to god for me not to wake up and when it didn't come true I became an angry child.
TO this day I wish and prey not to wake up.
I'm just not a happy soul. I'm very sad and lonely. People just don't get it. You people will never understand because your too ignorant to.
I have always lived in isolation because of my abusive childhood and then followed by unhealthy relationships.
I wish I had the courage to kill myself. I don't even like calling it that. I'm in pain and I want it to stop and this is the only way I know how. I've gone to year's of therapy and have taken number's of pills. But, none of that matter's when you don't have a support group. I don't have family. Holiday's are lonely . When I kill myself what makes me the saddest is that no one will find my body for weeks... months. THat's pretty pathetic.
Everyone makes it sound like it's so easy.. " reach to to friends" "reach out to family" If I had those two options I wouldn't be in this situation.
I think people with mental problem's should be entitled to death if they want to. If I could find a doctor to put me to rest peacefully I'd do it. But NOOOOO. Now I have to do it in some inhumane way and then my body will decompose for week's before anyone even notices I'm not around. Some people just aren't meant to have a happy life. I'm one of them. I didn't ask for this life. I didn't ask to be born. So I should be aloud to leave this life when I feel like it .
alive47
I am so sorry your feeling the way you are. Sometimes I feel the way you do about not wanting to wake up. I was abused in my childhood & my teenage years.. In relationship that always ended but I live on the best I can. God got us.here for a reason.
peterthegreat
I think being human is not meat to be happy. Maybe you can work. I cannot do the simplist job. I have to pay alot to feel better.
billwfriend
sounds like real depression issues are involved here....so I hope you see a therapist
killingloneliness
I'm not going to say to not kill yourself because I struggle all the time with those kinds of thoughts so I kind of understand how you feel, I won't say I do fully bcuz I'm not you and it's not right to say that to people imo. What saved me was a book. This isnt an ad and I'm not affiliated with the book at all and no it's not the bible., but when I read your post I felt I had to tell you about it bcuz I don't like reading but it helped me a lot to be free of my thoughts. Eckhart Tolle A New Earth, just try it, be well.
Butterfly85
:Praying for you...gentle hugs. Please do not make this terrible choice.
apache
All true maybe,... But what about God,.... U can't find God to be a friend?..... What about you?this fantastic planet, he's turned us onto to check out while we r here?..... Yeah it's a lot like the monkeys in n the tree joke when it comes to humans but man,... God is really cool! I was dead in the water too without appreciating him too,... Turned to alcohol, instead......and that turned on me !....lol..... But u have heard the one about the monkeys in the tree,..... ?How the monkeys on the top branch look down and see nothing but smiling faces looking up to them,.... But the monkeys on the lower branches look up and see nothing but buttholes!...... And yeah,... I'm dumb baby,.... Stupid,....stupid as they come,... Yeah I'm a real dumb butt,,.... Numb nuts baby,...... Well,.... Right on!...... Lighten up! Enjoy ur day,..... It came free ,....... And anybody who says that he best things in life aren't free,..... Don't know what they're talking about,.... Every day,..... Every day now,.... Life is a miracle!.....peace & love,....Amigoes &..'onward through a he fog'.......I was born in a crossfire hurricane,....and howled at my ma in the pouring rain,...... But it's a-a-a-ll right now,.... In Fact it's a gas! Rock on girl!
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