Living With Recurrent Pregnancy Loss Community Group
This support group is for women, who have lived through two or more pregnancy losses in a row. Our pregnancies were our hope, our love and our dreams. This is a place to cry and laugh.
How do I go on? We lost Ty at 37 weeks on October 15th, 2010, he was stillborn for unknown reasons. We knew in May that our rainbow would most likely not survive but we chose to carry him anyways and at 36 1/2 weeks we got to meet him. He was born on Monday September 5th, 2011 and fought two hard days before joining his big brother in Heaven on the 7th. I simply do not know if I can go on. The last 18 months I have been pregnant (well with a break of 3 months) but I have nothing to show for it. I can never put my body through this again but I want nothing more then to bring a baby home. I refuse to have to bury a third child though, I refuse to go through another 9 months with no baby to bring home. What do I do now? How do I go on? I just don't have the strength this time around.....
How utterly devastating and tragic for you. I know how you are feeling as I have suffered two miscarriages this year, loosing twin boys in January (18.5 weeks) and my twin boy and girl 21 Septmeber 2011, both twins I fell naturally with.
I am thinking just like you, how do i go on? how do I even think about going through this again (I also had a miscarriage in 2009 at 12 weeks) and feel that I've been pregnant as long as an elephant yet i'm yet to bring home an alive baby.
Stupidest question ever, but how are you? I can't stop crying or feeling like the world is against me or look at others who have been blessed and think, why do you get this and I don't?
I'd love to talk to you over email etc if you are ever up for it. I'm finding it hard to talk to my other friends who've never experienced this as their platitudes just seems empty.