I just got my labs back last nite that my levels went down. again. I used to think being well informed and researching was a good thing, but it hasn't just been one miscarriage, or even two. Now its been 3 consecutive miscarriages, and no successful pregnancies...and when there are groups for it, and drs say insurance don't like to test until you have had 3...it makes me feel sad, and hopeless.
As much as I don't want to put the term "TTC" on it, I also feel like time is ticking, ill be 35 in 6 months...But I have been pregnant 3 times in 7 months, and emotionally and physically I don't feel like I can do it again right now.