hi everyone, I’m new to this group. I’m actually new to the whole living with hpv thing... like just found out I have hpv this morning new. I spent the morning crying, freaking out and trying to figure out everything I could about hpv and what it was. I’ve obviously heard of it but didn’t exactly know what it was and what all came with it. After about 6 hours on the computer looking at story after story and getting some information about hpv it didn’t really seem to help me with how confused and scared I was. If anything it made me want to freak out more. Today has been awful with only being able to think about what I have to go through now the entire day. I’m lucky enough to have a mom that I knew I could go to with this right away but how could she possibly understand to the full extent. I have a doctors appointment coming up but with out having sat down and talk to my doctor about what’s next for me and everything else that comes with it, we’re just thinking the worse and assuming the worse. Researching the whole day brought up some support group websites I wanted to look into. I don’t know what to expect or what’s ganna happen in the next couple of weeks. Or with the rest of my life for that matter (not trying to be dramatic).  I know I’m scared and worried and I don’t know what to do. But if I can find some help with you guys, some support, and help along the way I don’t think anything else could help me to understand what is ganna happen from now on. Something to help get me through this.