Hello, I am a 35 year old male who has some messed up nerve disease that has lead me to physical issues. One of them has been impotence and sexual dysfunction that has led me to being so low on myself that I have seen escorts and other greasy women for sexual encounters feeling that no normal girl would ever want to be with me anyways. Nonetheless, I think I got over that stigma and have seen a psychologist to help me deal with these issues. I got STD tested and came back clean but for some reason I had this wart on my bum near my tailbone. I didn't know anything about these warts prior to this and reading up on this has freaked me out. I don't know where it came from or how it got there but it is really depressing now. I actually met a really nice girl and we get along really really well. But now knowing that I have this wart I have no urge to get close to her at all and almost feel like just throwing her away because I feel unworthy. I had some liquid nitrogen to treat this thing a couple weeks ago but it hasn't really gone away and the mark that I see makes me sick to my stomach when I look at this. I have no idea how this thing may heal or heal at all, I am almost ready to spend as much money as possible to immediately try and remove this wart and try to move on. My whole anal area is sore and irritable since I have had this treatment and even when I'm with my new girl all I can think about is my ass!! I don't know how anything about this and I don't want to wait for this to heal. I am filled with all types of thoughts of running away from everyone and everything. I have no kids and want no kids and my new girl also has no kids and wants no kids. She kinda knows about this because I cried to her about it but unless this thing heals and goes away I am going to have trouble moving on with my life.