I'm a liar. This i know to be true as it has cost me the one I loved the most in my life. My story goes like this: My ex gf had given me so many chances, so many opportunities to change, she put her faith in me and I couldn't quit the lying or hiding things. Why you may ask? I myself don't know. However the lies kept coming and the truth being found out. And me left there trying to explain and I kept begging for more chances but this time she was done. Done for good of my lies, of holding onto that false hope that I wouldn't break her trust. I kept lying and for this I know it's difficult to believe but I am sorry and have tried not to lie. I failed her in more ways than 1. I don't want to be the person who breaks her trust. As to why I lied well I had a reason but keeping the truth from her should've never been an option. I ended up losing her in the end. I have trust issues and I don't know why I couldn't trust Her. She was so good to me, so kind, so generous, so trusting, the kind of person one only dreams of being with. I want to stop lying and I know that begins and ends with me. I'm tired of lying. I've had enough just like she's tired of my lying. I want to be more than my mistakes and be better and completely honest with no more hiding anything. My only wish is to achieve this... thank you to whoever reads this. I don't know what I wish to achieve by sharing it with others but hopefully I can learn something that'll help.