and looking for support. I typed in liars anonymous into google search out of curiosity to see if such a group existed and I found this group. I wasn't sure I'd find anything.

I've been a pathological liar since I was a child. I don't know when it started exactly or why, but I know alot of times I would tell the truth and noone believed it, but then they believed the lies...for awhile. But then that changed too.

I cannot seem to help myself when it comes to exaggerating and making up stories. Ii determine that I will control my tongue and then stuff just slips out.

I have anxiety issues, and think I may be bipolar depressive but find it hard to seek help here. I always feel like it's noone's business. 

I finally did ask my healthcare provider for help with the anxiety and she gave me a mild dose of ativan to take as needed.

Most days are ok, but I lack energy and motivation. Today was the first day in awhile I actually felt ok enough to get things done around the house.

I am blessed with a husband who appreciates me no matter what, and I've been better at controlling my mouth around him, but just can't seem to with anyone else. Could this be a trust issue maybe? 

I think if I coukd find out the why, solving the problem might be easier. I am so sick of myself. Even I don't believe me, and I feel disgusted, like I want to vomit when I do lie. So why is it so hard to stop? 

Looking for suggestions and encouragement.

Thanks in advance.